Monday, February 05, 2007
sadness everyday
hello.ohwell. not in a very good mood today. im still feeling sad. sad sad sad. haix can i juz jump off the building and end my life? im sure lots of ppl will be jumping for joy when i die. coz im a burden to them. i feel lyk im one. ): yingying too! we wan to jump of the building. she's my sad buddy and i love her. yupyup. she's the one who can understand me the most. (: and so we planned to die tgt. who noes? mayb i'll be lying on the road tmr. (: thus, pls send ur condolences. :D
why are there so many ppl sad nowadays? -.- boohoo. cries. even if i cry in the middle of the night, nobody noes. and who cares abt me anw? well. tink i shouldnt continue this sad stuff. happy tings! MALAYSIA'S JUE DUI SUPERSTAR VERY SHUAI! *screams* (: wahaha. gotta go!
BYE!
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okay. this is a song called 'left alone outside'. introduced by mark. i tink the lyrics very meaningful so i shall post it out.
All my life i've been waiting
for you to bring a fairytale my way
Been living in a fantasy without meaning
It's not ok, i dont feel safe
I dont feel safe (oooh)
Left Broken, empty and in despair
Wanna breathe, can't find air
Thought you were sent from up above
But you and me never had love
so much more i have to say
help me find a way
And i wonder if you know
how it really feels,
to be left outside alone
when it's cold out here
Well maybe you should know
just how it feels
to be left outside alone
to be left outside alone
I tell you,
All my life i've been waiting
for you to bring a fairytale my way
Been living in a fantasy without meaning
It's not ok, i dont feel safe
I need to pray..
Why do you play me like a game?
Always someone else to blame
careless, helpless little man
someday i might understand
Theres not much more to say
but i hope you find a way
Still i wonder if you know, how it really feels
to be left outside alone, when its cold out here
well maybe you should know, just how it feels,
to be left outside alone
to be left outside alone
I tell you,
All my life i've been waiting
for you to bring a fairytale my way
Been living in a fantasy without meaning
It's not ok, i dont feel safe
I need to pray..
Ooh Pray
Heavenly father (oooh)
(Please)Heavenly father (Save me) Oh save me
Oooooh..
And I Wonder If you know
How it really feels
To be left outside alone
when its cold out here
Well maybe you should know
just how it feels
to be left outside alone
to be left outside alone
All my life i've been waiting
for you to bring a fairytale my way
Been living in a fantasy without meaning
It's not ok, i dont feel safe
I Need to Pray....
reading this makes me even more sad. lol. haha. nvm. and yingying and jason cheering me up. (: tytyty. haofong oso cheered me up. hahahaha.